I used to blog when blogging was something that people who believed in the open web did. It was when I believed that having a place to write was good and that personal publishing was a democratising force.
I used to blog when conversations happened, and ideas were shared across blogs, not as trolling comments or 140-character part-thoughts.
I used to blog when trolls lived under bridges before the mainstream thought of trolling as an activity you needed a keyboard to engage in.
Some of my early blogging is cringeworthy and lacks substance, but the point was to share an idea, thought, or experience with the world. Or with yourself. It was the status update before there was such a thing.
Very occasionally, I still write something here in a way that might be considered a blog. I wish I had the patience and time to write more. I admire the people who still do it.
Even less often, I look at other places in case any artefacts remain that should have migrated here many years ago. I rarely find anything.
Sometimes I visit my own website just to look at the Blast From The Past section. It’s a list of blog pieces I wrote on this day of the month in previous years. It’s a nostalgia trip: something like opening a teenage diary or journal and feeling vaguely embarrassed at the person you used to be. I didn’t keep an adolescent diary, so I’ll spare you that. This is the closest you’ll get.
Today, I arrived here and discovered 6 Blast From The Past entries: 5 of which all date from 2005. My Blast From The Past is really a rather narrow view. The blogging years were really 2003-2005. But 5 entries in a single day were unusual, and when I look closely, I find that these entries would be on Twitter today. Aside from a separate post about the G8 summit, they are all a countdown to the announcement that London had been awarded the 2012 Olympics.
Perhaps, tiny updates like this work better on Twitter. There, they are posted in real time and shared with others who may be witnessing the same thing. But Twitter makes it really hard to get a sense of my past. I wish they’d do a better job of surfacing my history. I love being reminded about things like I was today.
Interestingly, I don’t really need the Blast From The Past section to remember that day, but it is useful to remind me that it is today. The memory is very vivid. I wish I had blogged during the actual 2012 Olympics in as much detail. I wrote a couple of things. Not much.
Of course, I remember the next day too. For very different reasons.